so that didnt work out, but i’m happy!

broke it off with AR  just after my birthday.. wasnt the same. plus i slept with DT, twice. completely obsessed with him.

woke up today to find i’d scratched “normal” into my wrist last night.. better than slag i guess! actually feel so much better atm, like happy with being single and stuff. obviously i would prefer a guy.. but i’m fine on my own.

still can’t stop thinking about cutting though. i’d given up for ages AGES! since the summer! until last night.

~ by chinaface on March 18, 2009.