stopped?

“A common form of self-injury involves making cuts in the skin of the arms, legs, abdomen, inner thighs, etc. However, the number of self-injury methods are only limited by an individual’s inventiveness and their determination to harm themselves; this includes, but is not limited to compulsive skin picking (dermatillomania), hair pulling (trichotillomania), burning, stabbing, poisoning, alcohol abuse and forms of self harm related to anorexia and bulimia.”

i’ve been thinking.. if this is true, then just by stearing clear of eating glass and cutting i’ve not stoped self-harming.

i constantly pick my skin, cet covered in red bumps which i tell people is a heat rash. i am also completely obsessed with my tweezers, i have been fighting the urge to pick out my hairs from my legs for about 2 hours now. i mean, it can’t be healthy to spend hours and hours every day removing hairs that only you can see.

i drink an obsene amount, safe in the knowledge that i am hurting myself.

i used to undereat, but now i struggle to control myself at all. i eat so much. i’m hating my figure atm. think i’m going to go on a diet.

on a plus note i’ve never stabbed myself!

i hate AA today. i hate DT today. do you think sex with innapropriate people should be added to the self harm list?

just found this photo http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Dermatillomania_fingers.JPG - i was wondering what was on my knuckle.. its cause i’ve chewed it so much. shhhhiiiitttt. i’m going to go find my tweezers

~ by chinaface on June 3, 2009.