Burnt now you see me,

Scarred now you see me.

An inability to communicate.

I am mute,

Do you hear me?

This is the beginnings of me working out who I am and why I do what I do. My horrible counsellor keeps telling me to try and write things down.

I doubt anyone will actually read this, but i desperately need to find a way of learning how to deal with expressing myself.

I am truly horrendous at putting feelings into words.

Therefore I am now covered in scars. I also hit and bite people a lot. ahaha, I’ve just looked at my shitty sentences – I sound ridiculous, thank god for spellcheck.

I’m 20 and I’ve been self harming since I was 11.